I'm watching S6 E23:  Making Waves Teen Mom OG - I guess I went through some crazy times.  MY dad died, husband left, lost job, car got repoed, so I had no cable!!!  I think during this time, I just didn't see the show.  So it's new to me.  I've always had ideas about the show.  I just heard Catelynn ask, "Do you have enough alcohol?" and Maci replied, "No, we're gonna need more."  While just before that in an episode she talks about how Rhine, Ryan is doing bad things, "drugs" and if something happens to Bentley she'll never forgive herself.  I'm trying to figure out how Rhine's drug abuse is going to effect Bentley who spends like 5 minutes with Ryan at his parent's house!  

Catelynn just said about Carley, "I could have been super selfish and brought her home."  Um, Carley's your CHILD and you DIDN'T bring her home yet you had more children!  I'm glad Cate and Tyler have changed their view about adoption.  I've always felt that if a couple REALLY cares about the young couple and the child they would do everything they can to KEEP the child with the couple!  Swooping in to kidnap the child isn't a solution!  I will never not feel that Tyler pressured Cate to give Carley up!  We all saw what was filmed.  Tyler didn't even want Cate to hold Carley or spend any time with her because she'd change her mind.  The kids had to go across the street to make the drop off.  The hospital wouldn't allow Brandon and Tina to take the child from the hospital.  I think what happened was a mistake.  I can speak about this as an adopted person.  I've always felt that it's better when a couple chooses a child from one already abandoned!!!  I was abandoned in a social service agency in a crib.  There was no flipping through books to choose the BEST or WEALTHIEST family.  

I'm watching Farrah at her soon to be failed yogurt shop.  I'm really wondering about Simon.  I don't know how he was off camera.  I know personally, I think his body is really banging!!  Farrah said he treated her poorly.  She treated him poorly on camera.  I know Farrah has deep set emotional issues.  It's sad.  

Watching Amber with Matt, it's kind of scary.  When he breaks the wall and tells the producers that he's done with her because she refused to marry in in Vegas.  That was insane!  I think all he sees is her money.  I know she goes on to meet that other guy she has a kid with.  I understand Bipolar Disorder.  I know Amber has some other sort of diagnosis.  It's really sad to see Leah with Amber, happy.  I can't stand how Gary kept harping on how Leah has to "brush her teeth," as if not brushing your teeth for a day or two is going to have any effect on anything!  

I'm also listening to Relevant Radio.  I like to listen.  I don't believe everything.  

I've gotta "clean" my place by Thursday.  I'm feeling butterflies.  I've been meeting people from a particular web site.  There's this lady at church who is VERY judgy.   She will ask, "What about that guy."  I usually mention someone else.  She always asks, "Why do you want to find a man."  It's none of her business.  She demanded last week I ask this one couple to take me home, she said she would if they didn't.  I was going to go ahead and pay for another cab.  But that couple took me.  

Back to Farrah, what a crock of shit!  She gives this speech like she's a bit entrepreneur. 

Bear barked when he heard thunder.  I comforted him.  It was just one rumble.  I'll post this.