Well, I thought I was engaged? Guess not? I have this $2,000 ring. This dude is so damn cheap he thinks he can find a cheaper ring where he is. What he doesn't know is these rings at this store come from EVERYWHERE. It's not like it's an Effy ring with a style number. I don't think. I didn't look at the inside of it. I put it on lay away last year.......things went to hell! I lost my housing, my car, etc. I was living in the woods. I didn't have electricity for my phone to charge. Actually, I just didn't walk inside this place to charge but it wouldn't have charged enough for me to use it and the weren't open every day. I discovered the store across the street that still had power on.
I don't want to talk about hat. It's 3:11 a.m. 09/30/25 and he basically hung up on me then put the messages on disappear. That's a HUGE thing!!! If we're going to do this immigration thing we need proof of relationship and those messages are perfect for that. I asked him if he had an email address and he said no! WHAT? In all honesty, I'm NOT attracted to him!!! I was attracted to the fact he said he'd fly me over, pay for it, etc. I could be a house wife. I've found out I need a visa.....I know I need to renew my passport. He keeps asking me when I can come. I HATE that he wants to see me on videocam!!! It doesn't feel good that he obsesses over my looks! I guess it's natural for your partner to think you're attractive. My ex husband never told me he thought I was pretty or attractive. He was from India so the whole marriage thing is totally different! There's a saying, "First you get married, then you fall in love." That usually happens. We wanted to be married. It was time, it was natural, so we did it. BIGGEST destroyer of my heart! Even though I went in it not necessarily, "head over heels." I had all the feelings you have for a person.
Guess I need to just keep things....cool and on the backburner!!! What ever. I do NOT like that I was hung up on and he put the messages on disappear!!!! FK him!!!
