I LOVE Blogging, I love writing!  I must say before I write more that MANY times I may brush my hand across the post & it all disappears.  Oh, well.  Today I made a LOT of progress.  I'm in contact with several men!  Who knows how things will work out?  At this moment, 4:12 p.m. I feel very lonely!!!  I received my TUB from R.  She came to the door.  Instead of opening it, I asked if she could set it down & I'd get it because I'm undressed.  That and the place was/is a mess!  I'm so lonely!!!  Now I'm in my "room/apartment,"  I feel more relaxed.  I'm just dang lonely!!!  

Having a "partner" or two online is vastly different from having someone here, in person that I can talk to!  There is a woman I watch television with and she seems to be very interested in what I'm doing.  Before I forget, this man told me 

Ohhhh, weird I got a call from a person I NEVER get calls from!!!  We're talking....just like we used to...that's nice!!  I'm cutting her some slack!!! NO one's perfect!!! 

My gun is sore!!! I need to have my teeth cleaned!!!  I'm O.K.  Positive affirmations!!!  I am better than O.K.  I am loved, loving and will be happy forever!!  

I have a place to live that I can afford!  I am content!  This seems like such a small post!!!  I feel so full of anticipation about my future life!  I need to "clean..."  It's fine.  No problem.  I am so tired!!!  Thank GOD I have a comfortable bed, a door that locks and people around that car for me!!! 

 

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Great service. Want to say so much but don't want to come across "negative", so I'll just keep my thoughts to myself. FACTS: Some folks MUST sit at bus stops for hours in the hot sun with no protection. Don't know what's up with the building's utilities. Felt GOOD to me but I'm originally from Africa. FOLKS RUSHED the heck out of there after services due to the temperature. Kind of let's you know how people feel who don't have air conditioned houses or cars to be in! Imagine living outside for any extended period. Don't forget mosquitos! They bite now.

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 Thank God!  I have had wonderful news!!!  I am a bit worried, but I will be thankful in all ways!!!  I am able to talk to people!  A wonderful lady gave me what she didn't want from the foodbank!  She was worried there would be a problem, BUT I told her there would not.  After all, she got her food on her own  If she wants to give it to someone, that is fine!  And it is!  My dog and I are waiting on a package!  

We have no choice but to wait!   

End of World War II.  I don't know where my father was.  He was in WWII.  He has passed now.  He was born in 1925, served in the Navy in the SEGREGATED division, or whatever you call it!  He had a photo of all of them behind a 1930s plane!!  I don't still have the photo.  Don't know where it went. Anyway, I am feeling better.  Feeling GREAT today!!!  I felt weird yesterday!  Every day, my feelings are different!!!  I started out early today, so I wouldn't miss my delivery!  

I had * ask, "Why are you here!!?"  I started, talking about it, but..something interrupted me.  I MAY have a new place!!!  Anyway, I need to pair down things!  I am paying automatically on my storage unit!  I was late and I thought my stuff would just be gone!  I had the LAST of my wedding photos, the only ones I have because Wright Way Storage STOLD what I had.

Anyway, I don't want to spend a lot of time here.  I had great things happen.  This pretty girl, that this one guy who's suppose to be dating me said he thought she was pretty, she gave me this wig!! It was cute!  She said she hopes I'll "kill it like she thinks I will!"  People are so caring here, especially because they know people here are struggling!  No one comes here just for the hell of it!  

Joey asked something about me and Buddy.  I told him, "Buddy told me I'm not his woman."  Joey replied, "He sure spends a lot of time over there, with you."  I just laughed!  I asked if his girlfriend, X was around?  He said, "You don't see me shaking.  I've never had a girlfriend who could beat me up!!"  I said, "You must like it a little."  He said "At first...." I don't remember what he said after that but it was funny!  When I FIRST saw him, I gave him what was left of my chocholate pie.  He was so thankful.  NOW, after seeing him be short with me, and also the HUGE METH issue, I'm not interested in anyone addicted to any drugs!!!  I also don't want someone cheap!!!  

This couple just came in this NEW looking car.  I think they are here for the liquidation store...BUT who knows.  I am waiting on two packages!  

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I am so happy the Pope is an informed American!!!  So wonderful, bilingual!!  He left America & look at him now!  I am renewing my passport!  I can barely stand America!  People have to decide what sort of life they want!  I am alone.  That is fine but not what I want!