I LOVE Blogging, I love writing!  I must say before I write more that MANY times I may brush my hand across the post & it all disappears.  Oh, well.  Today I made a LOT of progress.  I'm in contact with several men!  Who knows how things will work out?  At this moment, 4:12 p.m. I feel very lonely!!!  I received my TUB from R.  She came to the door.  Instead of opening it, I asked if she could set it down & I'd get it because I'm undressed.  That and the place was/is a mess!  I'm so lonely!!!  Now I'm in my "room/apartment,"  I feel more relaxed.  I'm just dang lonely!!!  

Having a "partner" or two online is vastly different from having someone here, in person that I can talk to!  There is a woman I watch television with and she seems to be very interested in what I'm doing.  Before I forget, this man told me 

Ohhhh, weird I got a call from a person I NEVER get calls from!!!  We're talking....just like we used to...that's nice!!  I'm cutting her some slack!!! NO one's perfect!!! 

My gums are sore!!! I need to have my teeth cleaned!!!  I'm O.K.  Positive affirmations!!!  I am better than O.K.  I am loved, loving and will be happy forever!!  

I have a place to live that I can afford!  I am content!  This seems like such a small post!!!  I feel so full of anticipation about my future life!  I need to "clean..."  It's fine.  No problem.  I am so tired!!!  Thank GOD I have a comfortable bed, a door that locks and people around that car for me!!!